nightmare

dream started out me at preteen wanting to visit Alaska. when we got there first it was uncle b i didnt like it because it was so icy that if i was not careful i would slide off and fall down down down. so i made sure to hold on to something at all times. then i was mom and my oldest wanted to stay to live for awhile with friends of. then i was school age again and he was telling me that i could never live at home anymore so i should get used to being away and on my own. then adult and my oldest wanted to live with him for a few days, so both went for the visit. then he said they wanted to stay forever and never would he let them come back to me.