online dating

the computer is one of the greatest invention.
the Internet makes the world a smaller place, we are able to keep in touch with others by quick emails rather than taking the time to write long letters. We can meet people from all over the world and it takes seconds to make contact.

the love to wish for

The love that a man has for a woman is the greatest thing when it is true. Some times there are actors that are able to make you believe that it is true love....like Buffy and Angel.....Rose and Jack, Jack, Jack....50 First Dates.....but the all time thats the love that i want from a man is how much love Jim has for Melinda on Ghost Whisper.....his eyes fill with love for her, he is always there for her even if its just to hold her, the way that his voice deepens when he is talking to her, the laughter they share (in and out of bed).

It almost makes me sad to watch because i have never had that kind of love but I know that to have someone feel that way for me is worth waiting a lifetime for.

I have learned that i can take like and make it seem like love, I can think lust is love, i can think friendship is love, companionship, I have tried to turn it into love of the story book kind but then have to realize that i cant 'make' love happen with him or me. So just relax and leave it on God's hands

never been kissed

just watching the end of movie "never been kissed" and when she talked about the boy at school that was worth getting up each day to go to school just to see him. that there was something about him.......there was one of those at my school, well when i first met him he did not go to my school but within a couple of years he did. When i was 12ish my best friend told me about this guy she meet

TGIF but raining

woke up to rain and it set the tone for the day. I had a headache could not go for my morning walk, not motivated to "do" anything. so setting in front of the tv and on the laptop to research domain name to see if i need it for blogging. Not finding much, this one says yes, that one says no. have a free one or pay. pay is monthly or small yearly cost. which is best. I tried ask.com