your worth is your work

working from early morning until time for bed and sometimes more is the way your value of a human being is rated. if you do not come up top standards you are lazy, layabout, good for nothing, no value. To hear him tell others that i had always paid my way and the few times i had borrowed money I always paid back. It started when i was small and had jobs to do,
when it came time for "pay day" I was given less than the boys doing the same job, I was given my pay but then he pulls out his list of things i owe him...soda, candy bar ect so basicly i gavve him back all his money-i might have had enough to buy a soda and candy bar. When I was 13 i went to work outside of the house. it was the only way to get out of the house without a big....blah blah blah you are too young and only whores go out...blah blah blah. i wa alwasy blamed for everything everyone else ever did or thought of doing-even if it was a tv show they saw-kids lyed and everything out of thier mouth was lies. So i worked as many hours as i could so i could be out of house and see my firneds and make nre friends. when kids were out crusing they added my fast food resurant and i would give them free stuff and hang out and visit. it was fun. the problem was getting her to come pick me up and take me to work. not the most pleasent ride with her telling me how much time i was taking from her. but she could not get him to back her up on this one thing (everything else she was queen and he believed everything) because working = value. and again i paid for all of my expenses, bike, music, dance clothes, school clothes, school expenses like books and any fees, prom and graduation and pay for food ect for family that came to attend.