2day

I found a journal that i had written 10 years ago, i don't know why i wasted the paper. basically i had no life. day after day it was the same-get up, get kids up, take shower, cleaned house, took kids......nothing that told me anything except I had a boring life or a nice life depending on how you look at it. For me it really was the calm after the storm and before the tornado. or it could have been after the tornado and before the earthquake.I had finally gotten my ex out of my life, unfortunately he left my daughters lives too. but it was ok because he was not a good father to his own daughters. the girls would hear how great a father he has been to his different step-kids and they wonder why he is good with others and cant be good to his own kids. he never saw the difference and his family were just as bad. but anyway,,,,,now i am at another point in my life that is calm and while not boring I am at a good place. I keep reminding myself to enjoy this time because as always with life-it does not stay quiet for long.